Wonderful Ramana Maharshi made this question stand out across the ages: “Who AM I?” It can be used as a means to support a direct experience of that which is unknowable and indescribable yet we can be conscious of – That.
In looking for ‘I’ in the moment, one may find the vast, open nothingness and yet the person still remains in play as a person.
What can make finding the ‘nothingness’ elusive is often some aspect of ownership, as if there was a someone, (an ‘I’) who owned a mind, owned a body, owned a house.
It is very tricky because ‘owning’ being you is also essential to embodiment. This type of owning is not the same as if some bit of ‘what is’ is separate and can be held.
Owning in this case is a willingness to go along with all that is without grasping at that which appears here in any moment as if it were ‘yours’. We can be practical about this because we know that there is nothingness when you look for the ‘I’, so who could possibly own anything?
Residing fully with the human system as it appears in the moment (as That is) yes, this owning is supportive – to relax into this ‘Being you’, without owning it in a way of grasping it as if separate.
On the other hand, this grasping at ‘stuff’ that appears here as if separate can also be a great exercise. Not attempting to find the grasping, instead really go for grasping 100% so you can see how it is that ‘you’ do that. You become more conscious of this aspect of the play of you.
As many have pointed out over the years, there is only one way for you in being consciously conscious – your way. Seeing how it is you might grasp at what appears here, (really allowing yourself to play with this so you can see how you do that) can give you the perfect information to be able to stop grasping in any moment if you so choose. Without knowing how it is that it is happening, it can be very difficult to stop the action of that.
As per usual, this is only an invitation – a Satsang Invitation – to play with this question, to play with ownership, to play with grasping….to see what happens. Supporting you in finding the nothingness at play, simply as you, this human being that you are.
(If you do not understand any part of this Invitation, please do write and ask about it. Your questions are never printed or shared without your permission so it is a private happening.)
Newsletter
1. Thank you to everyone who joined with us for the weekend of Transformational Satsang in Victoria, and thank you to Karsten and Jyoti for hosting us and the Satsang gatherings!
2. Many people joined with us on the on-line Awakening as Love Retreat – thank you for attending from all over the world!! The retreat was recorded, you can watch it here:
3. Also, thank you to all who attended the Satsang that happened in White Rock on Nov. 8th and to Kevin for hosting!
4. Canela Michelle will be offering Transformational Satsang in London England with Nonduality London in April and in Brighton in May 2015, and yes, she will be in Prague in May as well! 🙂 Check out the details for those events here:
5. The electronic version of Canela’s book “Right Here, Right Now Meditations – Satsang Invitations for Expanding Awareness”, foreword by Isaac Shapiro, is now available all around the world for your laptop, iPad, iPhone, androids, kindles, etc. Check it out here:
5. There are a few spaces left for individual Satsang sessions with Canela prior to her departure for Mexico. She will be off-line for awhile once in Mexico. Contact Canela to book a session or for any questions about this Newsletter through the contact page at: wwww.canelamichelle.com
6. You can check out the letters from people who have tasted this ‘flavor’ of Transformational Satsang groups and individual sessions: http://www.canelamichelle.com/letters-feedback
7. Canela goes where she is invited, consider inviting her to offer Transformational Satsang in your area or write to her to find out more info…follow your heart and all details will fall into place!
Sent to you with Love from Avalon, Bowen Island, BC, Canada